20 things..

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 22:39:17 GMT

I took this from Jamie's LJ..

1. List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.

1. I really do love you, and I have no idea why I am the way I am.
2. I really did love you.. even if it was stupid. But it was nothing like I thought it was.
3. I wish things weren't like this.. how could you just forget everything? x3
4. I'd do anything to eliminate this problem.
5. I've lied to you.. a lot. But it was before I realized how much you actually meant to me, and I was just stupid and immature.. and now I struggle trying to think of a way to tell you the truth without breaking your trust. x4
6. I miss you so much. x2
7. How could you just leave like that? ^ x9
8. I wish I could forgive you, but I can't. What you did will always be there. I can try to trust you but it'll never be 100%. x6
9. Things will never be the same, even if we do make up. x4
10. Sometimes I still wish I could have gotten you, even though you treated me so bad. Other days, I wish I never met you.
11. I wish you hadn't changed. I know you used to care about me.
12. Despite my left over feelings.. I really am over you. x3
13. It's so fucked up, but I enjoy you crying over me.. it makes me feel important. :-\
14. Part of me still hates you for leaving me. x2
15. I wish you loved me, you're SUPPOSED to love me.
16. I'm sorry I led you on so much, it was fucked up of me.
17. Sometimes our friendship confuses me, 'cause I barely spend any time with you but you're still one of my very best friends, and I love you a lot more than I show.
18. I really never said anything about you, so it hurts when I hear sometimes that you said stuff about me.
19. She's a cunt, and I wish she wasn't in your life anymore.
20. The real reason I got so mad was because I liked you a lot, and I liked him, and you ruined it all for me.

Oddly, that made me feel a lot better.

Sun, 14 May 2006 20:02:31 GMT

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Additionally, if it's something negative, or un-called for, save it, because I can skip over it quite easily.

Friends only...

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 09:34:59 GMT

Comment to be added.

Late night, breaks lock, hear the tires squeal..

20 things..

Friends only...